Happy Friday

It seems that I'm doing much better in my thirties (touch wood)! I have lost 5 kilos so far and am still on my diet. That's a good thing;) Also, I'm waking up earlier these days and catching up with my life. So all in all, I'm happy with myself:D 

I went for an hour walking with Nas this afternoon, the weather was great. Now, we're watching the mission impossible! If God wants, some really good things are going to happen really soon. I have all my hope in God. 

Downer

I heard good news about getting a promotion at work, was thrilled, for a moment my heart even stopped beating out of happiness. I thanked God from the bottom of my heart and told myself that finally you got what you had deserved girl. Though, I was so happy that I forgot happiness is usually evanescent and unstable, in my case! After a few hours, I found out that somebody else was chosen over me. I had experienced this moment before. The moment that all my hopes vanished in a wink. The very moment that I felt nothing else in the world but the presence of God telling me there's a reason behind each and every of my failures. I do surely feel a little bit down these days but it doesn't mean at all that I've lost my faith and hope! I trust God. I know he wants the best for me, maybe it wasn't the right position for me, maybe it's not just the right time, or maybe he wants much more better things for me... 

Hustle and bustle

I'm a little bit busy with school stuffs these days,A lot of work needs to be done. In fact I'm behind my schedule. And in case you wonder what the reason is, Then I should tell you that I have a really bad habit fully developed by me during the last decade of my life and that's nothing but getting up early in the morning, having my breakfast and checking social apps, and then falling asleep till noon! I know that's kinda embarrassing. But I can't help it. I know if I stay awake, I can catch up with all my plans and be more successful in my life:( anyway, this week I started a 30 day challeng ( I am determined to do squats and planks every single day for a whole month) and I hope I can complete the challenge. Also I am still on my diet, using myfitnesspal app, making new friends which is definitely the best part of it.

Weight loss journey

I've been on a diet for a week now and have lost 2 kilos so far. I did a quick search in pinterest to see which app is more supportive of all and founded out about this wonderful app my fitness pal. It's so helpful in counting calories and finding supportive friends who have the same goals like mine. I hope I can reach my ideal weight and stick to my plan. Full of pep these days and really happy and thankful about it.

Happy new year

I usually feel much better at the beginning of the New Years. More energetic and positive. Though, it's hard to keep going on such ambitious after a couple of months! Anyway, for the time being I am doing well and feeling well, touch the wood. I had awesome new year holidays. My family and I went to the north, rented a villa for a fortnight, and enjoyed our time by the Caspian Sea. I ate seafood and kebab and barbecued chicken to my heart content and gained 3 kilos! Now I'm on a diet, a hard one, to shake off the excess weight. I guess in two month, if I follow the diet, I'll be in shape. Today was the first day of my diet. I'm using my fitness pal app to keep track of my intake calories. Maybe I'll add some exercises to it, too, but not this week. I have a lot to do this year. Lots of school work, studies, and so on. But, the most important thing is to stay positive and avoid any negative toxic thought.