ups and downs

sometimes I forget all about the good things that are surrounding me. sometimes i'm like a tree that trembles with even a breeze. sometimes i lose my faith and hope in the one I've promised many times that i will never forget him. and then i feel ashamed of myself, my behavior, and what i'd said. i wonder how i can become so absent-minded and thankless sometimes. and today is one of those many days that i'm deeply embarrassed about nagging every single person during the past few days. so it's me again thinking about how i'm lucky to have such wonderful people in my life, i feel much better now ! ;)