moving house

despite the fact that i'm thrilled to live in a new neighborhood and house, i'll definitely miss this house:(

i feel like a million today!

i went to my college this morning and talked to my adviser. he approved of my whole thesis and said that i had done a unique job so far. so my defense session is gonna be in a month or sooner right after my article get published. so i ca now now see the fruit of all these 3 years of hardworking soon.

love this life

just because you are my company in this journey..
and because of our mother earth God has created for us...

another colorless day:/

• woke up at 7 a.m. while i still wanted to keep sleeping!
• did some sit-ups. and had a diet meal for breakfast. 
• cancelled my class today because i was supposed to meet a professor of mine. though, he preferred to talk to me on the phone rather than seeing me face to face!  
• am going to my mom's house. she wants to cook Fesenjan for lunch so she wanted me to buy her some walnuts.
• not in the mood for doing anything special.

NEW YEAR NEW PERSON:)

new food

my love's bd cake

new year's food

looking forward to the best events in the year year.

i'm scared

a 7 sin table in Tehran

it'll be Norooz (Persian new year) in less than a week and i haven't done anything yet :( i mean i haven't bought ANY clothing, haven't set 7sin (Persian traditional table setting includes seven specific items startting with the letter "s" ), done deep cleaning up,... i donno whats gotten into me but maybe its because i had my ovarian cyst removed last week and i'm still not in a good mood! i also haven't finished my thesis yet. i think i literally haven't done anything this year. i'm a lil bit freaked out. i know i've wasted a whole year this time, haven't finished even a single task. maybe i've tried to handle many things at a time, maybe i haven''t worked and tried hard as i should have, maybe it's because of this cursed feeling that is always with me, the feeling that i may fail in the end!  it can have lots of reasons. now what really bothers me is that i dont want to  repeat all these failures again and again. i want to be a new person. i want to show my self the new version of myself who is a go-getter , who achieves whatever she wants, and ends whatever she starts. i wanna be that person. i'm determined this time. i can do it. i mean i really want to do it from the bottom of my heart, i just need to ask for God's help. with his being by me i'm sure i can do anything...    

what a trip!

i'm back from my trip. it was one of the best trips that i've ever had and i had the time of my life.

on our way to Shiraz, we stopped in Isfehan and ate ambrosial sea food to our heart's content. in shiraz, we went see sighting and visited several historical places.

Tomb of Cyrus The Great

one of the many beautiful penthouses in the town

i took about 300 photos but i have to resize them to load them in my blog so for now i only put of them. hope i can go to more cities in the up coming year (Persians' new year) ;)